jessica in neverland

It's that time of the year again, it's the days of moms! Although why should Mother's Day only be limited to your own mom, go pamper all the mom figures in your life! This could be your grandma, your aunt, your bestfriend's mom, the possibilities are endless. Hell, last year I gave one of my bestfriends who's "the mom" in our group a card! Mother's Day is a day to appreciate your mom so here is some powerful, loving women who have contributed to making me the girl I am today, M y   M o m : Okay so yes this one is obvious but it is so important. My mom is one of the most strongest people I know and she always pushes me to explore the world and to never give up. I know I am a pain but I hope you know I love you and appreciate all you do for me. M y   G r a n d m a  (mom's side) : She's always looking after me making sure I treat my mom right, she took me to dance classes every weekend when I was younger, and she spoils me & my s...

Woah! Surprise, surprise I am back! Let me explain why I was gone shall I? Okay if I'm being honest for a while I forgot I had this blog I'm not gonna lie. But it's also because I needed to focus on my first year of high school and just enjoy life.  But focusing on the now, I am here and very excited to start this blog again! I will hopefully post once a week (although there is about a month left of school so I might be busy) with new content! I will talk about high school and life in general, come up with any advice I come upon, share some poems I come up with and thoughts, and review many things such as movies, books, shows, clothes, makeup, etc.  So I am very pumped and I hope you all are too! xoxo, jess

          I am sitting here tonight over thinking everything that has been going on in my short-lived life. A mug of hot chocolate in hand, an April playlist playing thanks to 8tracks and a truckload of homework and projects surrrounding me. Going over things that have happend within the past month-hell even the past year. Family fights, friend conflicts, procrastinating homework till the last second, low self-esteem and lastly self doubt. Wondering what has put me in this situation, I try to blame others but I know that's not what's wrong. I can't help it though. I am hard on myself. I am mean and poke at my own insecurities. I tell myself I'm not good enough for others and constantly try to climb mountains that were just never there. I am drowning from trying to be someone else's image of perfect. But the reality is I will never be everyone's vision of perfection.  So why bother trying?         Let me tell you who I am. I am stub...

             A friend recently told me that Spring is the prettiest time of the year, because nature starts over. The snow starts melting and the temperature begins to rise. The days seems shorter and the sun shines bright. Flowers bloom where there once layer snow, and trees start to regain their leaves. Nature is born into another year, with its vibrant colors taking over.              It got me thinking, Spring is a way for us to restart too. During dark times we may feel as if we'll never see the light again. We may be stuck in a dark time, thinking we'll never be happy again. Just like the seasons, you may feel like winter will never pass, but spring will  come. The days get warmer. The flowers will blossom. The snow will melt, and you will get out of that slump and gain happiness. We belong to live among the nature Spring brings. We belong among the flowers , where we can finally be free . "If f...